I sometimes have so much going through my head that I don't know if it's voices or I'm just crazy. lol. I thought maybe if I "wrote" it down I could get what ever is bothering me to go away. I may have a great day sometimes and sometimes I might get on here and sound a little weird. I don't know if anyone will ever read this. It's kind of like an open journal. My parents read mine growing up so technically I have no secrets. So, if you do decide to get on here and read and I say something you don't like, I am sorry. I am at a point in my life where I am trying to be here for me. I am always trying to do for someone else and now I would like to do what I feel is right. Lately I have been going to church and I LOVE IT! I have been scared to share that with some people for fear of being called a hypocrite. But I have really connected with my sunday school class. I recently went and did a bible study with the homeless. I am trying to "find myself" for lack of a better phrase. I don't want to be a saint or perfect. I just want to do what I can so my kids will have respect for themselves and others. Well that's all on the mind tonight. I am going through a lot so I will save the dark blogs for another day.
P.s. I have been missing my grandmother as of late. She died 17 years ago. I wonder what it means...............
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